Signal Strength: Poor. Status: Reconnecting…
The last few days have been good for reconnecting with people.The other day someone made contact with me on Facebook that I haven’t heard from in 7 years. Seemed more like a lifetime then just 7 years. I also got to spend some time recently with some friends I have missed being around. I had forgotten how much of a laugh I can have with them and how good friends they are.
Now on to my slightly more standard depressing whining. Today marks one week since I broke up with Laura. I thought I was getting over her, and even quicker then I thought I would. I haven’t spoken to her since we broke up and I have no intention of starting a conversation. This led me to believe I was getting over her, I think I have been fooling myself. I now realise that although I am not talking to her, I am constantly thinking about the fact I am not talking to her. Sounds pathetic I know, I am truly aware of this. I am debating whether to even post this as it sounds so pathetic. I keep trying to re-word this no matter how it is phrased it sounds just as bad.
I don’t know if I want her in my life or not any more. I a find myself very confused over the matter. Whether I want her in my life or not though, I am very aware of the fact that she isn’t a part of it presently.
