Reason for concern?
As I write this I am in a rather angry mood. I don’t really know entirely why but I have felt angry all day. The fact that today was parents evening added to this problem just a couple of hours ago. I have the recurring urge to punch people and grab people by the throat =[ I’m back to being like I was at secondary school which, I had hoped I had left this emotional state behind along with that god awful place. I hope that this part of me is just stopping in for a visit and not moving back in. Although it’s only myself to blame if it does.
After a day of repressing my violent side, how I would of loved to come home and unwind by committing mass-murder (all in a computer game environment of course) I had the joy of Parent’s Evening to go at college instead. It was pretty much the usual talk mostly; “Michael is doing ok but needs to put more effort in”, “Michael is a good student he just needs to get more involved in class”…
Today however was different, 3 out of my 4 tutors told my mum they think I am unhappy. Now I admit even at the best of times I am not a little ray of sunshine, but I don’t think I have appeared any more “down” recently then I have for years, in fact I would say the exact opposite. So anyway now I have my mum asking me constantly what’s the matter with me. Bloody marvelous isn’t it that she only starts to worry about it after several of my teachers have made it apparent to her.
Anyway I am going to stop writing now and go blow some shit up (again in a video game environment of course)
November 19, 2007 at 21:29
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