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I Return

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , on December 11, 2007 by clarkykestrel

As Sara & Josh have been pointing out to me, I have gone a while without posting a blog. This has made me realise that there are people out there that are enjoying reading my rants.

Well since my last post I have been moved into my new business class which now replaces my lunch break. The initial anger has subsided but I must say that fact that I don’t get to spend my breaks with my incredibly awesome mates any more does suck rather large balls. The time that was previously reserved for them is now spent with the foul creature know as Sue Haynes and some of the scum of the Strodes’ Society.

I appear to have got over this though and jubilant times have ensued. I even believe myself to be over Laura, yes about fucking time I know, but I have moved on although it would seem not for the better. My friend Iffi thought he would be helpful and set me up with one of his mates. Jolly nice of him I thought, then I find out this friend is a weirdo and a moron to boot. She genuinely thinks that people with green eyes can’t see dogs and that I have green eyes and the only reason I can describe what a dog looks like is because I have seen them in pictures. Anyway I am not really enjoying her company to be quite honest yet she seems ever so slightly infatuated with me.

Unfortunately this isn’t the only girl trouble I am currently experiencing. I met up with an old friend of mine at a party on Saturday (I truly awesome party may I add) and all was going well till she wouldn’t stop telling me she loved me which wierded me out a bit. Then upon our journey home in the middle of Chertsey at 1 o’clock in the morning she tried to remove my shirt while saying “Clarky, I want to fuck you” Now many people may be thrilled to here this but I am not like most people. This just kind of freaked me out coming from an old friend. I defused the situation then went to get a lift post haste.

The reason that I am in such a good mood lately can be blamed upon one thing and one thing only, my friends. I have always known how much my friends mean to me but in recent weeks I have realised that I mean more to them then I previously thought. I am not saying I didn’t think they truly liked me or cared for me but I have come to realise that I am loved and missed when I am not around. I was away from college for one day and when I came back I had people asking me where I had been for ages and asking why they haven’t seen me around in a while. Now this made me feel very loved and I am ever so grateful for the awesome friends I have both new and old. This has for some reason increased my drive, energy levels and confidence. All good in my book and I am using them at every opportunity.

So to sum up;

Girls are still confusing,

College is still stressful,

Mum’s still a pain,

Life isn’t a bitch though,

Because I have some fucking awesome friends to live it with.

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